So I guess this will be the last one for now, as much as I enjoy fueling the fire I have to be serious and think of our safety too.

Perp doesn’t like the truth and probably doesn’t like to hear how my life is without him.

I want to take this time to say of my utter disappointment in the country we live in.

In an abusive relationship? Leave, people will HELP you, it’ll be ok you’ll get support.

So where the fuck is this help I ask?

5 months living in refuge and I’m no closer to a having a home. Although we are in temporary/shared accommodation, overcrowded with 3 in one bedroom and legally homeless we are not priority for social housing.

Tell me who the fuck is more priority PLEASE.

I leave and report my violently abusive husband only to be left in serious danger living next to him.

To keep myself and my children safe I had to leave my home, my job, my family and friends and relocate my children.

5 months here and the council have me in the lowest priority band.

Try to private rent and no landlord will accept me because right now I cannot fucking work full time and prove that I can support myself financially.

And to top it ALL fucking off, this irritating wasp cunt is still running around doing whatever the hell he wants when he wants, including filling other peoples children’s heads with shit. 

Ps I don’t have a boyfriend, yet.

Yet it is ME that is constantly told to be careful, be on guard, relocate again, stop writing a blog and live life like some sort of fucking secret agent.

What the FUCK am I supposed to do? 
 
Who the FUCK is helping me? 

I WANT to work, I WANT to restart my life, I WANT to give my children a stable home and noone will give me a fucking break. 

As always, I’ll just keep fucking going.

Believe me when I say NOONE will break me. Absofuckinglutely no chance.

Just know that I’m doing ok and I’ll be back somehow!

Until next time,
Whenever that may be,

Love B 
Xxx